My dad died while I was in the TLC. It was the first time i grieved in a healthy way. I never really knew my dad but when he passed I realized I never would. I don't think he was saved. I can only hope that Jesus reached him in time so that I can get to know him in the Kingdom of God. I know that God wants me to be a part of my kids' lives. They all live in the Kenai area. I have plans to start a ministry for troubled youth in Kenai when I get out, to help them find what I lost when my dad left. Acts 2:17 says, "'In the last days,' God says, 'I will pour out My Spirit on all people. Your sons and daughters will prophesy, your young men will see visions, your old men will dream dreams.'" I had no father figure in my life to initiate a vision for my life. The "New Vision Ministry" will help troubled youth, just like I was, to find a vision for their life that is health and prosperous for society. I will glorify God in all that I do.